Going beserk (open)

"Ready? Set? .... wait. NOW!" and Yuudai charged at Toshi, that kid better help him otherwise this was a bust and they would probably die.

"Wha- what are you doing?!" Toshi started to scamper away, but Yuudai had her ankle. Her skin had already turned chalk, bloodless white and she looked as frail as a porcelain doll.

Yuudai looked down at her with sharingan, "Stay calm. We have to get you to Aiden. I'm sure he knows what to do about this."

Toshi growled, and her tail almost swished at him. But then she whimpered, and her eyes turned the normal brown Naka and Toshi had as she stared up at him, afraid. "Yuu... Yuudai..?"

"Yes its me. I came to apologize and tell you something, but turns out I had to save you... from yourself. Toshi I'm sorry for how I acted in the past, and I'm sorry if anything I said ro did hurt you. I always have, and I always will love you... But now it looks like you have this knucklehead to take care of you. You don't need me anymore."

Her eyes turned red again, as if a drop of red ink fell into each eye and spread like liquid. She snarled, and pulled her leg free, kicking him right against his chest. "You lie! Kaji lie! All you people keep lying to me!"

"Fine, don't believe me. Its your loss." Yuudai stepped on her leg to keep her down, since his leg had more power than his arm. "It's true though, I've just waited to answer. I was thinking, and I have chosen, but you won't believe me. Why?"

'I trusted you! I love you! Then - I lost you!' was what she was screaming inside as tears started to well up in her eyes. 'NO! I will not and must not cry!' The tears started to dry up, but it took the red away and started to turn brown again, slowly. "I love you..." she trailed off. It wasn't past tense - it was very clearly present tense.

"But now" he said very calmly, "You have to choose and I will give you time to think if you need. You need to choose between me... and Kaji."

"What about Ember?" she asked, blinking back her tears. "You love HER, remember? If I choose you, how do I know you won't go meet her, fall deeper in love and then...leave me. Again."

"I know this will be hard for you, but this time... please trust me. If anything, me and Ember are just friends. Even though I wish I could somehow love you both without each of you going to another man, or getting angry. I don't want to hurt feelings, but I do have to choose,"

Toshi sniffed again, and the spikes seemed to shrink in, albeit painfully. She tried sitting up, but images started to fly through her mind. Images of...well, heartbreaking images that induced mixed feelings. Sad and sorrow she had been cheated on, but happy that they were together. She whimpered, and her horns grew longer. "The way you looked at her, doesn't seem like you would ever leave her, not even for me..."

Yuudai stepped off her he still didn't know. He was very confused. He walked up the nearest tree and sat in one of the branches to think. "I don't know Toshi. I-I'm very confused."

Toshi hunched over, covering herself with her wings. "You taught me a lesson, though, and I'm grateful. It'll save me a lot of pain in the future... I shouldn't fall in love and I shouldn't trust the person I stupidly let myself love."

"I'm never going to forgive myself now. I'm dead." *sigh* "I'm so sorry for hurting you Toshi. If you want to kill me, please do. I'm so confused, you're not the stupid one, Toshi. I am. I'm an idiot, I should've never had messed with love. Then Naka would never have died. But she is and I'm gonna kill the ba*****d that killed her too: Asmo Kuroda." Yuudai's eyes darkened, "I'm sick of him. He's one of the reasons I'm in this mess, then me."

Toshi let out a happy growl, clawing at the ground under her. But then she whimpered again. It was like she was being torn between two sides. 'He's offering himself, go eat, I'm hungry...' 'No! No, I can't! I can't hurt him!' Her legs were shaking, and she felt as weak as her skin looked. "If we had never met, you would have fallen deeply in love with Ember, forget me- I mean, my old self and live happily ever after..."

"No, if I had never met Naka, then I would still be alone. I can't do anything now, the only way I could choose is if one of you were dead, but I could never go through killing either one of you. *sigh* I never knew how stupid I was or am or whatever. Point is I'm an idiot."

"You were an idiot for thinking you could love me. You were smart for fooling me that you did. But you were your smartest when you told Ember you loved her. But..." Toshi gave him a sad smile. "...I'm the biggest idiot for falling in love so hard, so fast, with you."

"No, Toshi. I do love you, and I did when I said I loved you, but then Ember came along and I got confused. I can't choose between the both of you, you're both beautiful, you each have your own characteristics that I love, and you each have a need for my love. Its so hard... I-I should just kill myself."

"Yuudai, you know Aiden would stop you and Taka and Satori too," Toshi said, her voice hoarse. "Tell me. What did I do wrong to lose you? Was I too clingy? Too needy?" She sighed. "Or did you get bored babysitting me?"

(( I think im going to throw up =P ))

Kaji shrank a little Toshi had reverted to normal and he wasnt much help at all " Not to ruin a touching moment and since we are all alittle drained ... How about Ramen...my treat" he said weakly. 'they have alot of history' he blinked keeping his eyes on the ground 'she's going to choose him' he told himself

Toshi sniffed, looking between them. It was logical who she should pick. "Dammit!" She started to run out of the clearing, leaving the two guys alone with each other.

Kaji looked at Yuudai and glared " Ill say it again you ever touch her ill kill you" he growled and vanished in a cloud of smoke

*sigh* "Jeeze, what did I do?" Yuudai stayed in the tree, for hours and hours and hours, "I've known her much longer than you. But she's gonna pick you kid. I know it"