Will you ever forgive me?

"For something, no. But... I just never felt love, so I didn't think.. i didn't think it was real." she said. She looked at him and kissed his temple.

"Neither did I, but a strong question still remains: what are you going to do about akatsuki?"

"I... i.... oh god. Kazuya." she started crying. sobbing. She turned and buried her head in his chest. "I don't want to lose you again. I can't."

He patted her back "Don't worry, it'll work out. Maybe they'll let you leave?"

She hicuped and said, "No. they... *sniff, hicup* they won't." she started to sob harder.

He hugged her closer to him "I don't know what we're going to do" he whispered.

"I... I'll think of something." she said, and hicupped again. She rubbed her head against his chest and hiccuped again.

"You okay? You're hicupping"

"I'm just upset. *Hiccup* I need a bath." she murmered.

"Then, go take a bath" he said lightly pushing her to the bathroom with a shower and bathtub,.

She kissed him and said, "Ok." leaving the door open slightly, she stripped. Kikisu turned on the water.

He didn't look in, instead he waited at the table.

When she finished, she walked out, wearing only a towel wrapped around her, and a towel wrapped around her hair. Walking over, she sat in his lap. “mmmm. I feel much better.” she murmured, resting her head on his shoulder.

"Not to sound mean or anything, but shouldn't you go put some clothes on?"

"Oh, yeah." she said, looking down. She got up, and went to the dresser. Grabbing some clothes, she went into the bathroom and put them on. After she came out, she sat back down on his lap. "I'm sorry, my brains not all here today." she was wearing a mini skirt and a tank top.

[22:32:41] Yuudai Uchiha : Kazuya blushed a little and hugged her. Smiling at the touch of her soft skin
[22:34:37] kikisu : She rubbed her legs against his. They felt SO hairy compared to her freshly shaven legs.
[22:36:02] Yuudai Uchiha : (he's a guy, he has hair on his legs but they are only arounf 15-16) He kissed her cheek.
[22:37:59] kikisu : (i know. thats the point. HER legs are shaved) She smiled. "I love it when you kiss my cheek like that. It feels so, so, so gentle, not as hungry as some of our other kisses have been." she murmured to him.
[22:38:53] Yuudai Uchiha : " Would you like me to kiss you on the cheek more often?" he asked
[22:40:54] kikisu : "Yes. It feels nice. It doesn't feel urgent. Like when I sit on your lap, or when we cuddle." she snuggled her cheek against his.

"I'll keep that in mind" he said kissing her cheek one more time before just holding her there.

Kikisu felt serein(sp). She smiled up at him, then settled into a postion.

"Ah, just relaxing with you. Just what i needed" he smiled.

"Yeah, me too." she smiled back at him.

He loved hugging her, it made him fell like her had no other worries in the world.

She sighed. This was paradise. Just being wrapped up in his arms made her feel so good.

He sighed a happy sigh and kissed her cheek.

She smiled and put her hand to his cheek. "Thank you." she whispered.

"You're welcome, my love" he said.