Too good.

Toshi sighed. She was sitting down somewhere, she didn't know. She was wearing her miko costume, though it was ripped in places and there were many bloody marks on her skin.

But that didn't matter. Something more important was at hand. She was thinking of erasing every Konoha-resident ninja their memories of her. All she did was cause pain, misery and sorrow. She never made anyone happy. Just sad.

But suicide was too good for her. Much too good. Then she decided. She would find something, anything, that could hurt her and make her suffer, for all eternity...and she was just about to do the jutsu.

"hmp, you no fun little brat", came a familair voice. Isji the snake misteress was looking down at her with the emotionlless bored brown eyes"why kill youself off?, do it in front of miru..then you will see her stupid black eyes and pityfull heart crack in sorrow"

"I know, I'm stupid, annoying, selfish, a brat, bla bla bla, but I have to be. That way, I make everyone else look great." Toshi sighed and looked up at Isji. "I can't get you Miru's eyes. She would never even think of exchanging them for me. I've been replaced, so I'm unneeded."

"hmp..i dont care about her eyes..i just want her little "heart", broken..", she picked up toshi"..killing you in front of her eyes.."

Toshi sighed again. "That won't break her heart. It used to, but not anymore. Raiden would just comfort her, and in a week, she'll forget my name."

Isji let out a sigh, she had to make toshi belive miru lvoed her or else this wouldt be funny. A black flame appeard in isji`s hand and toshi saw a image of miru lying in her bed, with itachi unable to comfort her, she feelt the sorrow, she heard miru cry for her, cry she loed her..cry her heart out"..you see, she wont be able to smile again without you.."

"....wow, how'd you do that? It's so realistic," Toshi said, smiling weakly. "But that'd never happen. Why would anyone love a stupid, annoying brat like me? Now let me go, I need to plot my self-torture."

"hmp..who said it was fake?..", toshi could feel now that it wasent fake, it was her true beloved miru, crying for her with a breaking heart

She frowned. "...I see. She's crying for Raiden. That's why. And even if, for the impossible chance she loves me, she'll forget me. I repeat: She replaced me with Raiden."

Isji too ka hold of her shoulders and slapped the little girl hard"she cries for you!..", isji amde it louder and she heard miru was crying for her so it raang in her eyes"bahppy someone even loves you!"

Toshi frowned, and rubbed her cheeks. Her cute, Chibi behaviour was gone. "She loves me...for now. It will not last. She will forget, in time."

(ooc: Raiden, post! o.o)

((lol dont answer until he post then))

Isji let out a little sigh"..then why not use the time?..enjoy it..enjoy the time of love you can"

Raiden had left his hotel room he had to clear his head, it was on his little stroll that he stumbled on Toshi talking to Isji of all people

"Isji how good to see you this time ill make sure to leave you in pieces" he said appearing behind the ex Sound nin

"She's giving Raiden that love, not me. I'm just a stupid, annoying Chibi brat!"

" Toshi must we go over this everytime we meet Miruchan loves you very much " he sighed while pointing the tip of his sword near Isji's spine

Toshi rolled her eyes. "First you insult me, now you lie to me. Awesome," she said, sighing. "I just want to live painfully with Danna and my kids. And why aren't you with Miru?! Go, GO! Go to her!"

isji frowned but didnt move"for once, pretty boy is right..", she said looking down at toshi, ending the flame.

Raiden snapped " Listen you Last time you acted like this Miru Chan almost killed her self ... even after I begged her not to for me for her kids and for you if you somehow changed your mind and came back to her dead body . . . I really dont understand what goes on in your mind . . . for some reason you cant accept that people still love you even when someone else loves them . . . I have a gut feeling that if I died Miru could brush it off ,,, but if you died she would fall apart . . . you know what she said when I declared my love for her . . . it was something along the lines of 'I cant love you I care only for Toshi shes my only reason for living" he was almost in tears

Isji raised a eyebrow over raiden`s statement but didnt let go of the little girl"hmp..that girl only loves toshi...ive been watching her in years..always sitting there, lonley.."

"Don't cry." Toshi started to break down. "No, no, not the tears!" Her voice cracked. Man-tears always made her feel bad. "Stop it! I've been replaced in her heart! Only the kids at the shrine need me!"

" the same kids who fed from you and left the shrine a bloody mess you should know Miru chan is crying right now and its not for me 'cause she just saw me and I told her to go look after you well she went back to the shrine to find your not there but the room reeks of human blood "

"..then i go with you..", came miru´s emotionless vocie as she entered the small clearign with a bloody kimino, blood dripping from her shoulders and neck"..can?"

"Miru...!" Toshi squeaked, eyes wide. "Why aren't you at home?"

" Sure lets just ignore everything Raiden says " his voice was oozing with sarcasim (sp)
" um maybe its because she was looking for you "

There was blood running out of miru`s black eyes and her mouth, combined with all the wounds accros her body"..i didnt want to make you sad..i know you dont like being alone..".

Isji let out a sigh and sat down toshi"..let them raiden..and move that thing from my spine please"