Just whatever happens (M) (private)

Jesra smiled then kissed her lightly. He then removed his white shirt to reveal his soft toned body "hope you don't this I always get hot at nights for some reason." He said.

When she say his chest her blush went from a light pink all the way to a bright red. She just took a few seconds to look at him and then she shook it off. "No, no I don't mind" She said with a smile.

Jesra smiled "good." He began kissing her again and lifted up by her legs. He then carried her light body to the bed and laid back with her on top of him.

She loved the way he lifted her up. When he set her back down with her on top of him she quickly rolled over to the other side of the bed. "Sorry if I hurt you. I could always lose a little weight." She said even though she was pretty thin already.

Jesra laughed "no you don't need to lose any weight, I'll love you no matter how you are." He said smiling. He looked into her eyes with a look that said 'I love you more then you'll ever know'.

She looked into his eyes that was screaming love to her. Her face just kept up that red color. "Well goodnight." She said with a smile and then she closed her eyes on the pillow.

Jesra kissed her cheek and said "good night" and sleep side by side with her.

It didn't take long before she fell asleep and then she was sleep talking. "No, no please don't please no" Was some of the few things she began to say.

Jesra the light sleeper he was heard her saying things in her sleep. He wondered what was going on with her. He hugged Muki to try and calm her down.

The talking didn't stop even after he hugged her. "I don't...I don't want to...please let me go...stop" She said.

Jesra couldn't let this happen he wanted her happy. He asked "Muki, wake up! wake up!" He hated to see her like this. He started tearing up he wanted her to just wake up now.

"Huh?" She said sleepily waking up. She wiped the sleep from her eyes. "What is it Jesra? Is something wrong?" She asked unaware she was sleep talking.

Jesra tryed not to cry "You were talking in your sleep, you seemed scared for some reason." He looked at her with blurred eyes "why did you say no and please let me go?" He said with tears dropping down his face.

She reached over to wipe his tears. "It's okay" She said putting her other arm around him. "What else was I saying?" She asked. She never was told she slept talked before and was curious what she was saying.

Jesra said "you also said stop and i dont want to." Jesra wrapped his arms around her "why would say those kind of things? Did something ever bad happen to you?" He asked.

She looked down away from him. "Yes, there was this...pretty bad thing. Worse then my parents dieing." She said sadly.

Jesra made her face him "what happened." He wanted to know so badly he cared so much for her.

"It....I was on this mission you see. Just delivering supplies to a village. I was ambushed by bandits. They not only stole the goods but they took me prisoner. And then they...They...." She couldn't continue since she immediately started to ball leaning her head on his chest.

Jesra understood "then they raped you." He felt fury surge through himself. He hugged Muki as she had her head in his chest. He kissed her on the head and whispered " I'm sorry I wish I was there to protect you." He began to tear up.

She continued to cry on his chest. What was worse was that eventually she kind of liked it? It sickened her. If it wasn't for the Valley's Black Ops who knows what would of happened to her. Ever since that day she never completed a signal mission. Whenever the going got touch she would just run away instead of staying and fight. That way there would never be a repeat of what happened.

Jesra felt her tears on his chest which saddened him more. He let her cry into his chest as the night went on "I will still love no matter what." He said as he lifted her head up to see her face.

“You will?” She asked kind of faintly because of all the tears she was shedding. It was like she couldn’t stop crying. (sorry for the short post)

Jesra nodded and wiped her tears. He then lightly kissed her. (Short post)

She continued crying till finally she fell asleep in his arms. The tears slowed down but they still came out of her now closed eyes.

Jesra didn't let go of her as her slowly began to fall alseep as well.