Secret reunuion (KajiToshi)

" Oh so you wanna die is that is it ... You wouldnt mind dieing and leaving me all alone " he said bitterly "you love him" that hurt the most and his voice quaked as he said it

"Shh, Kaji, don't be like that," she said, frowning as she hugged him to her tight. "It's not that I want to die, but I can't help it."

"b...b..but I...us...you.." he stammered "you'll die and forget about me when you come back " he was on the verge of tears "why do you have to die why you "
'kami sama what is wrong with me ' he thought

"It's like why you love me. There just isn't an answer." Toshi smiled weakly, and kissed his eyes lovingly. "I won't forget."

" You better not " he huffed making him self look decent again

"Aww, don't try to act macho for me." Toshi giggled and licked his cheek lightly.

He blushed at this "mmmm...Toshi chan thats wet ...and warm" he said turning bright red

"Hm? Why are you blushing? I was just trying to lick away any tears you might cry," she said, licking him again.

"gah..th..thank you but you dont need to do that" he said blushed again

"But I don't want to see you cry," she said sadly, and her tongue was replaced by her soft, little hand. "It makes me feel useless, like you're dying and I can't do anything about it..."

" I wont cry then " he smiled weakly "Its just .... and i know it sounds corny but ...the thought of losing you.."he was shaking "it hurts"

"It hurts me too, you know! I just lost my love to my bestfriend, how do you think I feel?!" she erupted, but quickly covered her mouth. "Nevermind."

He was already on the ground ... he fell backwards " I see " his voice was calm "Even with Byakugan Im blind" he looked up at the clouds "was it all just a lie Toshi" he said softly watching the fluffy white globs drift by

"What was a lie?" Toshi asked, kneeling down by his head.

"You never had any feelings for me did you" his voice still calm he closed his eyes " C...could you just rip my heart out and be done with it ... you said you just lost your love to your best friend and since Im clearly not gay thats not true ... so really your best friend is Ember and the one you always loved was Yuudai wasnt it... I was just the rebound" he opened his eyes and tears rolled down the sides of his face staining the earth below

"Kaji...Kaji, no, please don't think that way..." Toshi begged as she wiped his tears away. Her heart was breaking all over again. She wanted to love him, she really did, but her heart wouldn't budge. "No, please don't think that way..." Then it hit her. Was he really just a rebound for her, after Yuudai?

" I have a hard time not thinking it after what you just said Toshi" his voice was cracked "your brain might know im the better choice but your heart tells you different does it not "

What he said was true, and was spot-on. Tears started to well up in the young girl's eyes, and she lost her will of speech. "..."

" wanna gt some ramen " he mused wiping tears from his eyes "as friends I guess "

"...can we go as lovers, please?" she muttered, letting go of him.

"how can we do that when you dont love me" he sighed staring at his feet

"...Yuudai was right about you." Toshi got up weakly. "I thought... I thought you were different."

" I...I am different I wont leave you but y..your going to l..leave me aren't you " he was shaking

"Kaji, I'm prepared to swear the rest of my lives to you!" she said, her hand going to the chain around her neck.

"I...I...I"he muttered before his frown turned in to a faint smile "you will"he blinked "Gomen" he said hugging her "I was being a baka right"